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J_U_N_E_1_7_T_H


lol i am a twat. i just read back on some of my vintage posts (only like 2 months old but still) and i write in such a melodramatic way. i mean, the stuff i was on about made sense at the time, but i am VERBOSE like POLONIUS. hoh. i have been revising english ALL day and went through the WHOLE alison ross text book but feel like i've gained nothing. i will write a deeper blog eventually. i miss drawing and reading things i want to read. i want my life back =(

june 17th babies!!!



# Posté le jeudi 22 mai 2008 17:11

brim full of asha

brim full of asha
I LOVE SUMMER!!


i have just been sitting in my garden listening to U2 and i could smell blossom and it was truly beautiful.
i feel as though i need a straw donkey and hat!!


this spanish is probably not right but it's all i can remember - muy bien!!

# Posté le dimanche 11 mai 2008 17:02

after all this time..

after all this time..
..it still affects me

this has become a bit habitual now, writing 2 blogs straight after each other and then leaving it for ages, but oh welllllll. that's how my messed up head works atm

The boy with the thorn in his side
Behind the hatred there lies
A murderous desire for love
How can they look into my eyes
And still they don't believe me ?
How can they hear me say those words
Still they don't believe me ?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever believe me ?
And if they don't believe me now
Will they ever, they ever, believe me ?
Oh no ...
Oh ...

The boy with the thorn in his side
Behind the hatred there lies
A plundering desire for love
How can they see the love in our eyes
And still they don't believe us ?
And after all this time, ah
They don't want to believe us
And if they don't believe us now
Will they ever believe us ?
And when you want to live
How do you start ?
Where do you go ?
Who do you need to know ?
Oh no no no ...


i like this song =)
i listened to it on repeat the other day walking home and crying. evidently i wasn't in the best of moods, and it had been building up for months so i sort of just stormed out of school. ahhh well. but yeah, i walked home a really weird route, and it was really sunny which didn't really fit in with my mood but yeah. PATHETIC FALLACY, where did you gooo...

the smiths are relaxing
the picture fits, make of it what you will
x~x~X~x~x

# Posté le lundi 05 mai 2008 14:10

helter skelter

helter skelter
i like siouxsie and the banshee's version of helter skelter. although its linked to the whole beatles song and charles manson murders. eerie. cults are eerie, yet interesting. went to look at leeds accomodation the other week, which i made it be known i was dreading. however i was looking at the list of bands which played there ages ago, and there were so many that i listen to now so that made it seem more appealing. siouxsie, sly and the family stone, kinks, led zeppelin, s'all good. if only i could have been alive then eh? i don't wanna see modern bands! no no razorlight. =(

its monday now and i was supposed to have worked all weekend and today. that backfired. i still haven't done my english coursework, although that isn't technically all down to me..my teacher criticised my metaphors for not being literal enough. what a degrading place to find myself. :P

saturday night was fun, we never normally go out saturdays. saw lots of people i don't see very much and we drank pimms outside on the grass, which means summer is oficially upon us. however, i think that's going to have been my last alcoholic bevarage until the exams are over...i just make an ass out of myself (not that that realisation has stopped me before, but still.) the less we say about that the better. bleh. i need to save the last bit of dignity i have (*thinks of the phrase "never regret anything that made you smile at the time" and desperately tries to make myself feel better* :P)

so i have my last day ever of school a week tomorrow. i need to find out what pranks people are doing. i heard miller say we should tap with the big screens in the hall so instead of music videos playing whilst the kids eat lunch, porn does. sounds good, although mr. clark has already warned us! our leavers lunch shall be fun though, there's a slide show with the hairspray soundtrack in the background and big band are playing. i'm bringing in my autograph booky thing in this week, how depressing!? i never actually thought this day would come. year 13! i remember in year 7 looking at the year 13's (who now probably have kids lol) and thinking "that's years away." its really not. hmm i would have done a lot of things differently if i could do it again but it's also provided me with such good memories and some of the most unique people i can be lucky enough to meet. i wonder what the future holds? i don't have a freaking clue and that's the way it shall remain. planning ends in disappointment and the future is supposed to be spontaneous. i like the photo for this blog though. especially the vintage jaggy like car in the background which is the type i'd love to drive route 66 in. i miss photography and artyness =( i want exams to be over!

that josef fritzl (sp?) person from austria is SO messed up. i've spent today reading up about it all in three different newspapers (productive time spent) its so so so so weird. wow, he's coincidentally just come on the news. he looks like saytan. apparently his children fear the colour blue, birdsong and rustling leaves, and the whole former-residents-dog always leading him towards the cellar is so freaky. eww.

i've been downloading backing tracks off limewire today so i can sing along. i am a loser.

borris johnson is the new mayor of london. i don't know enough about him to have an opinion but he's associated with the conservatives and david cameron which is slightly sickening. then again, gordon brown is no better. apparently assylum seekers are being arrested at dover for trying to go back home because of the NHS and guncrime and stuff. i'm not the most patriotic of people, but the state of our country right now really makes me want to move far away. its quite worrying how many young people i've spoken to feel the same way these days... =/

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# Posté le lundi 05 mai 2008 13:48

Modifié le lundi 05 mai 2008 14:00

siouxsie

siouxsie


oh i have a new last FM
from scratch!!

http://www.last.fm/user/amyma/

i'm off to watch E! daily 10 because i'm sick of computers i feel like my eyes are about to bleed

# Posté le mardi 22 avril 2008 11:53